Kalbi Taco?

Kalbi taco, what?!  It's Asian food meet Mexican food, how tasty does that sound? Well, every since I saw KalbiQ when riding the 201 Superloop I have been wanting to go.  Many people I know keep talking about how good it is and it makes me curious.  Soo, I will have to stop by soon but I don't always see it so maybe I better follow the truck on twitter so I don't show up one day on Regents and Nobel with a street and no taco truck... lol

Who is down to eat it with me?  I hear they have Taco Tuesday = $1 tacos :D

Like a roller coaster...

The past month or two has been such roller coaster that has me going WTF.  I am happy one moment and sad the next, it is weird.  I do not know what is really going on except this transition.  I guess you can say it's like a test.  I love but then again I hate it.  Maybe I just need to ligthen up a little bit.  I am trying but I will try harder!

It is all about balance and I think we just need to find it.  I am just waiting for a nice smooth ride :T

Happy mail.

So after about a whole year without contacting Mr.Hong, my sister finally decided to email him to see how he and his family were doing.  I forgot to mention who he was... ^^;;  Mr. Hong was the person who hired my sister, Jan, and I as tutors while we stayed in Korea two summers ago.  It was nice knowing that he still thought about us even though we barely keep in contact.  Hopefully we'll be back to visit him and his family since they took some care of us while we were there.

I guess talk of Korea is still in the works but we'll see though.  If there no Korea in the winer then maybe New York since it is closer.  I still want to go to Korea and visit all my friends there and to go shopping and eat all the good food there~!!!  Whaaa.... well let's graduate first then I can dream about it all o.0

I fail...

... at blogging.

It's been awhile and I guess I just haven't had the desire to blog about anything. Summer has started... well started a few weeks ago and it's going pretty good minus summer school but that is besides the point.  San Diego County Fair in ending at July 5th and I have go to because I am craving for some fair food.  So fattening but so good.  That reminds me, I have been trying to get into shape since I have gained a few pounds, not very attractive at all. It is hard to keep a routine for running but I am trying... gots to lose the belly T.T  Nothing too exciting at the moment but I will definitely try a little harder to blog more :D

Winter plans?

I should be studying for my sociology class but here I am blogging o.0a I think it's okay for a break since I finished most of my Chinese.  Jeez, all this makes me just want to finish school asap but one more year and then I am free!

Well anyways, I guess my sister and her boyfriend will be going to Korea in the winter and asked if I wanted to come.  Of course my answer is yes but I am not too sure if that is all possible, we'll see I guess.  I want to see how it is during the winter.  I am sure it's super cold and I will probably die but I wouldn't mind seeing the difference between summer and winter.  It will definitely be like a mini reunion for everyone.  All our friends should be finishing up school, getting out of the military, or something.  A bunch of old Cafe Venti workers are back in Korea so we can all catch up.  This time... we'll be smarter about what we do as well.  More sightseeing and trying out different things.  But we shall see what happens from now until December.

On the same note, this makes me want to travel now!  I want to go to China, Taiwan, France, Rome, Italy... you name it and I most likely will want to go :0  It's just a dream but maybe some day it can be a reality ^^  Who is in?!?!?  (:

365 Days ♥

Where to start?  I just I want to say thank you and I love you.  It's been a year since we've been together :0  It's been an absolutely wonderful year filled with many ups as well as downs.  Thank you for always being by my side and being the one I can turn to when things are not just right.
Although we have our disagreements, you always seem to accept it and continue to love me.  What hurts us can only make us stronger.  In the next year, I hope we can continue to support each other and be there for each other.
Thank you baby for everything.  I cherish it all and I hope you do as well.  I love you~!  Happy One Year Anniversary !!

...

I am not sure what happens here.

Never ending.

It is a never ending cycle that seems to repeat itself.  I think a little time to rethink the situation is what I need.  All the stress of things are getting to me.  It feels like there is so much to do but so little time.

The quarter is coming to an end but I can not help but feel nervous, it's either do or die.  I hope all goes well... time to study hard so the results will be satisfying (:  Man, school sucks and I just want it to be done already.  I have so desire to go to graduate school but we'll see.  Grad school seems to be in the future whether I want it or not.  But on a better note, I cleared up the confusion about major requirement so that's a relief.

Racism is not something people should not mess with.  It is seriously at the point where most of the students are just tired of it all and want people to stop instigating the situation.  Knowledge is power, what is going on UCSD? :0  Ignorant people annoys me.

Random thought but I am sort of at the point where I want the whole friends thing to be back to normal.  Weird isn't it?  After meeting up with a friend recently, it made me wonder if we would be able to hang out again.  Sure it won't be the same but maybe able to just hang out.  I guess time is what this needs... only time will tell.  It is hard when you feel like you have to choose sides T:

Anyhow, I am ready for a break from school and yucky weather.  I wonder what I will be doing for spring break?!?

It was suppose to be a rant blog but it seems like I am just writing about things happening right now... o.0a

Look past it.

What you see isn't necessarily what it seems.  It amazes me to hear the things people think sometimes.  Half the times I wish it was true and other times I think people are crazy.  If things what were they seemed, then everything would be figured out and no one would misunderstand.  That's not always the case... but what you show people is what they will think.


Like every normal person out there, I have my moments of being happy, sad, angry... you name it and I have been that.  I might not show it all the time but I am feeling it.  The truth is, I'd rather just show the happy side and keep that other side hidden.  I don't need people all up in my business or being worried.  I know people care and I am grateful for that, I really am.


Sometimes, it is just easier to keep it to myself.  It goes both way, I won't ask and you won't ask.  Time is what is needed (:

Another birthday.

It's that time once again and I am getting older... what a sad story ^^;;  Maybe not that sad but it's just reality that people get older.  Thanks for all the birthday wishes and whatnot. I haven't really gotten a chance to celebrate it because of classes but that's alright.  I will figure something out soon and contact people (:  It's a good excuse to get everyone together and catch up~!


Goals for 23
o1. Do well this year in school.  I need to get out asap x.X
o2. Work on relationships with people
o3. Find an internship of some sort... related to major of course
o4. Be a better person
o5. Go on a trip before the year ends


Twenty three... it's time to grow up!

Ignorance is bliss.

Just because you have what others do not have, it does not make you any better then anyone else.  Never think you are doing someone a favor or giving them an opportunity just because you want to make yourself feel better.  Don't try to use someone as a scapegoat for your incompetence.  It is such a sad attempt.  You should just be straight forward because there really is not any point in hiding.


Man, the things I want to say but can not really say -_-"

Stand by me

... and don't let me fall.  With all the crazy events this past week, I can't help buy feel grateful for all the people who were there for me.  Although, it might have just been a "Are you okay?" and "I am here for you.".... It's those little comments that makes me know that things will somehow work out in the end.  I will somehow get through it all, thanks to you guys.  加油 卢瑞珊~!


Just when I thought that I couldn't fall anymore, I believe I did.  Knowing that you weren't going to leave me to deal with my own problems, I am happy to know that you are here for me no matter how bad it gets.  You have my heart, so now please take care of it.  

Oh so crazy.

2010... why are you starting off so bad?  It's seriously one thing after another.  I didn't think it could get worst but somehow it did.  When did it?  I don't even know myself.  Maybe not that bad, but slowly I feel like it's changing and I can't do much in the given situation.


Although it seem rather bleak at the moment, I am sure it will work in the end.  All I need is some patience and determination... jiayou!  I feel it time to really work hard and to get things done.  I am tired of it :0


I always thought that the support would be there but I guess not so much this time.  All I can say is I am sorry and that I will try harder.  It seems like empty words but it's not.  I am trying, I hope you will see it too.

Deception T.T

Whaaaaaa, how frustrating.  I just want my classes.  I have a feeling the lady forgot about my paperwork since it was swamped when I left.  I hope I get the email tomorrow morning then... saves me some time of waking up early =_="