Not sure where to start except to say... I feel hurt and sad. Why are all these emotions hitting me 9 months later? It doesn't really make sense but I can't help the way I feel. I probably deserve everything I am feeling just so I can understand how you felt these past few months.
I won't forgot how I felt that very moment I saw your status. It was a slap in the face despite the situation. I should of known and I understand. You deserve to be happy! Remember to treat her well and not to take her for granted. I hope she is everything you are looking for.
You'll always have a special spot in my heart. I did love you and I still do. That is something you'll never know. The little glimmer of hope I had will no longer exist... so now this is my official goodbye.
