Early mid life crisis?

Is that even possible at this age?

As things slowly begin to change again, I can't help but wonder about what will happen in the next few months. 

It's Time.

It's time to move forward.

No point dwelling on what could of been.

So... here we go!

It has been awhile since I have used this and maybe now is the right time.

Not sure where to start except to say... I feel hurt and sad.  Why are all these emotions hitting me 9 months later?  It doesn't really make sense but I can't help the way I feel.  I probably deserve everything I am feeling just so I can understand how you felt these past few months.

I won't forgot how I felt that very moment I saw your status.  It was a slap in the face despite the situation.  I should of known and I understand.  You deserve to be happy!  Remember to treat her well and not to take her for granted.  I hope she is everything you are looking for.  

You'll always have a special spot in my heart.  I did love you and I still do.  That is something you'll never know.  The little glimmer of hope I had will no longer exist... so now this is my official goodbye.