Just because you have what others do not have, it does not make you any better then anyone else. Never think you are doing someone a favor or giving them an opportunity just because you want to make yourself feel better. Don't try to use someone as a scapegoat for your incompetence. It is such a sad attempt. You should just be straight forward because there really is not any point in hiding.
Man, the things I want to say but can not really say -_-"