I was driving Beky to work after class when the new All American Rejects song "Gives me Hell" was playing on the radio. Obviously, it is a break up song but I didn't really look at it like that. It just made me think of how things are going right now. Things happen and it may give you hell but you just have to look past it all and think positively. I think that's the only way we can grow up right?
Anyways, it's a new Lunar year and I've been happy with my family and friends. Although I am starting it off sick, I have a feeling it will be a good year despite things that have happened at the beginning of 2009. I have people who care, love, and support me, what more can I ask for.
In a week, I will be turning 22. Gosh, how scary is that? Another year older and I still feel like I haven't accomplished what I need to do yet. What a sad story TT.
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Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
我想好。我想韩国。
Why the sudden Chinese? lol, I am not too sure myself but I do notice that I start busting out Chinese or Korean when I feel stressed, sad, or angry. Maybe it's a way to relief stress... ^^;
I've been thinking about things that have happened recently, it makes me wonder why things happen to me in the ways they do. Or maybe it's life telling me that I need to break my habits. I am sure we all ahve bad habits we should change but it's easier said then done. I realize how much I care for my friends and get really overprotective. In the end, I don't them to get hurt. One thing is for sure... I am always up to something with guys. Why is it like that? I haven't come up with the answer myself.
I never seem to learn from my mistakes with guys. No matter how much I get played or lead on, I always end up being interested in the same type over and over. But as I think about what has been in Korea, it's okay to put yourself out there. The only way I can grow is to experience it even though the risk of being hurt is there. I have no regrets with everything I've learned about being in love and being in like. What's living without getting hurt and living in the moment right?
I've been thinking about things that have happened recently, it makes me wonder why things happen to me in the ways they do. Or maybe it's life telling me that I need to break my habits. I am sure we all ahve bad habits we should change but it's easier said then done. I realize how much I care for my friends and get really overprotective. In the end, I don't them to get hurt. One thing is for sure... I am always up to something with guys. Why is it like that? I haven't come up with the answer myself.
I never seem to learn from my mistakes with guys. No matter how much I get played or lead on, I always end up being interested in the same type over and over. But as I think about what has been in Korea, it's okay to put yourself out there. The only way I can grow is to experience it even though the risk of being hurt is there. I have no regrets with everything I've learned about being in love and being in like. What's living without getting hurt and living in the moment right?
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