Instigator?

Just when I thought it was right, it turns out like everything else. The obvious instigator is not them, but me. Yes. Me. Who would have thought right? Well it's not all that surprising if I think about it. I guess I never really thought about it until recently, I blame denial. I can't help but act the way I do, even if it bothers people. But if it's for the better, I will try even though it's really hard.


Sometimes it's just not enough... time for changes to happen. Just give me some time :T


It feels unsettling to know that things are just a little different now. I am not sure what it is... but it's something.

...

Why are people dumb?

Middle Person.

Being the middle person always sucks, so my theory is to make it easier for the middle person and to set aside your own wants in order to avoid drama.

I refuse to be the 'problem' and will attempt to put my feelings and my wants aside so people don't have to pick and choose. It's a lot easier said then done. Maybe it's me who really is the problem but I am in denial. But, I don't think so. People are selfish and inconsiderate, it's a normal feeling we all get. You want things your way It does get to a point where it is just ridiculous. Take some time to think about the situation and then go about saying and doing the things you do.

I am tired of it and therefore I will just pretend to not care. Your feelings > my feelings, I will get over it but you... not so much. I'll be the bigger person. Hm, that wasn't so hard now was it? Sometimes it's good to not care and to just phase it out. I'll be doing that more often.

If only people would realize the things I actually do because I actually do consider they feelings before my own. FMS~!