Gives me hell.

I was driving Beky to work after class when the new All American Rejects song "Gives me Hell" was playing on the radio. Obviously, it is a break up song but I didn't really look at it like that. It just made me think of how things are going right now. Things happen and it may give you hell but you just have to look past it all and think positively. I think that's the only way we can grow up right?

Anyways, it's a new Lunar year and I've been happy with my family and friends. Although I am starting it off sick, I have a feeling it will be a good year despite things that have happened at the beginning of 2009. I have people who care, love, and support me, what more can I ask for.

In a week, I will be turning 22. Gosh, how scary is that? Another year older and I still feel like I haven't accomplished what I need to do yet. What a sad story TT.

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I am sick and it totally sucks.

Sorry random post ^^;

Struggle to suceed...

Who ever said life was easy... LIED.

I sound a tad bitter ^^; I am not bitter though, just confused and wondering what the future holds. It seems rather dim at the moment but I am trying to get things together... slowly.

I want to just stop and give up but that's not possible, I will be setting myself up for doom. Just give me time and I will be okay.


There is no happiness without any pain or trouble.