One of those Sundays...

That I realize how funny kids can be. I am sure most people know that I have youth group every Sunday and I teach the group of ten to thirteen year olds. This was probably one of the most entertaining/stressful Sunday I've had since the term started.

Number One ~ One of my kids ended up punching someone another kid in the face and made the kid throw up. I didn't understand how the hell that happened. The reason for why he punched was "I was going to throw up so I just punch him cause he was going to punch me." So because he punch the other kid, the other kid threw up instead. Oh what three snack size bags of hot cheetos can do a ten year old. But anyways, I thought that was the most randomest shit ever =_=*

Number Two ~ Ever had people younger then you attempt to hook you up? Well it happened to be today. Two of the thirteen year olds I teach did it to me. There was free time so I was talking to the older girls and then one of them asked me... "Chi Nhu, are you single?" Here I am sitting there and I look at her and go... "What? Why? Yes I am. I have no time for a boyfriend." So she goes, "My uncle is single too." Right then and there I was thinking that these girls were crazy. For the next ten minutes she was trying to get me to be interested. That was the highlight of my day. *sigh* Do I look like I need a boyfriend?!?!?

So, after today... I realize the joys of teaching the youngsters ^^; Sometimes here is no explaination for things and sometimes they just cross the line. Man, I worry for these kids... lol~

The temporary denial...

I am okay with how things are. I have come to terms that things will never be able to go back to how it was before and I think I am okay with that. Sometimes it just happens. People change and things change. There isn't any reason to dwell on it rigth? It took me a few months to realize it and I do miss how it was before. But in the end, I think it's all for the better. I don't need to deal with baggages like you. I've been meeting new people and having a good time.

Yes, I am happier without you guys. I can and will say it if you ever ask me. Never once did you ask about my Korea trip nor did you show any interest. That showed me to so much about how you guys were. Right then I knew that this friendship wasn't working. I am glad we were friends but we have change and now you are nothing but acquaintances to me. The truth hurts doesn't it?

I am going to continue living my life without you. Don't expect anything from me anymore okay? You are just a distant memory to me.

Like I have said before... I don't like fronting... so no fakeassness.